Do you ever feel like your just moving around trying to avoid things all day?
Cause that's what I feel like, nearly everyday. I avoid this or I avoid that. I'm scared to check the mail cause I'm scared to find out I didn't get into nyu or eugene lang or anything. And if I do what if I decide that I want to stay in Philadelphia? But I definitely don't want to. There is nothing for me here, and I keep looking for a reason to stay, but its not here.
If I miss anything or anyone right now its my parents house, and that this month will be two years since I've been in a serious relationship. Or that most of the people I used to rely on have changed in some way, and are no longer who I need them to be.
Everyone is so damn self-centered. I'm sure I'm the same way in some way most days.
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